:) -> Date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
I feel so bad.
I want to lose hope...
I don't want to keep harbouring the thought of having the slightest chance with someone i like..
I know i'll only get myself hurt... But i can't stop myself from thinking...
What am i thinking.. For what purpose is this for. I just want to be friends forever..
But still when i see her with other guys i want to be the same..
I'm already old. Should i think so much anymore?