:) -> Date: Monday, February 08, 2010
Dear mother,
I know i've failed as a son, i've failed in everything that i start at. You couldn't even read these stuff that i'm about to write. it's what i'm thinking in my brain right now. you're old, i know i've drag you down. you could have lived a better life off without me. i feel so helpless i just want someone there for her when i cannot make it to her. i feel like i've caused you enough trouble and now i think back i really havem't done anything worth you're love. Love goes around.
Love you're parent even if they don't seems to love you on the outside. but in the end they'll do whatever they need to love, care & protect you.
i don't want to come out of ns and find out anything that'll create tears n sadness
